Vigil Lyrics by Fish

Vigil Lyrics

    Listen to me just hear me out, if i could have your attention
    Just quieten down for a voice in the crowd.
    I get so confused i don't understand
    I know you feel the same way you've always wanted to say
    But you don't get the chance, just a voice in the crowd.

    I don't know the score anymore; it's not clear anymore
    I can't tell right from wrong anymore; i just don't understand.
    I was sitting here thinking of exchanging a new world for old
    Like changing channels on the tv, or the dirt we stand in to gold.

    When i was young, my father told me just the bad guys die
    At the time just a little white lie
    It was one of the first but it hurt me the most
    And the truth stung like tears in my eye
    That even the good guys must die
    There's no reasoning no crimes and i never knew why
    Even now it still makes me cry.

    If there's somebody up there could they throw me down a line
    Just a little helping hand just a little understanding
    Just some answers to the questions that surround me now.
    If there's somebody up there could they throw me down a line
    Just a little guiding light to tell wrong from right
    Just some answers to the questions that i'm asking you
    I keep a vigil in a wilderness of mirrors
    Where nothing here is ever what it seems
    You stand so close but you never understand it
    For all that we see is not what it seems, am i blind?

    And you sit there and talk revolution
    But can you tell me just who's in command?
    When you tell me the forces we are fighting
    Then i'll gladly join and make plans
    But for now only our t-shirts cry freedom
    And our voices are gagged by our greed
    Our minds are harnessed by knowledge
    By the hill and the will to succeed
    And if that's not what you believe
    Would you let me know i'm not standing alone
    That i'm not just a voice in the crowd

    If there's somebody up there could they throw me down a line
    Just a little helping hand just a little understanding
    Just a little understanding to the questions that i'm asking you
    If there's somebody up there could they throw me down a line
    Just a little guiding light to tell wrong from right
    Just some answers to the questions that i'm asking you
    I'll keep a vigil in a wilderness of mirrors
    Where nothing here is ever what it seems
    I'm scared to shout in case i draw attention from the powers
    That preside over our minds and our lives
    When they find what i want is the deadliest weapon, that is truth
    Day by day it's getting louder
    And day by day it's getting stronger
    But when i can't scream no more and i need reassurance,
    I listen to the crowd.

    (and the boy stood, and stared at the hill. and the hill stared back)

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