It's like I look too hard for you
And I can't see the change
Never tasting perfect
It’s never tasting the same
You'll have to bleed for me
If you want me to stay
And subtract the passion
From the pain
I need to die for this
I need to make this my last crusade
Because it's so mixed up
It's so fucked up and deranged
Lost in a passing thought
You've got nothing to lose
Except a portal to obsession and abuse
Was I still inside of you
When you told me
Not to continue
So why the fuck did you lie
And take a piece of this mind
And build me up just to be let down
And walk around like you don't even give a shit
You stand so close to the edge
You just might fall
I’ll give you one last kiss on the forehead
Before you lose your sight
You'll have to bleed for me
So much more tonight
And I can never let you turn
Into light, so
Was I still inside of you
When you told me
Not to continue
So why the fuck did you lie
You, you took a piece of this mind
And build me up just to be let down
And walk around like you don't even give a shit
I was not to blame
For making you deranged and angry
I’m dead now to your world
And you must suffer worse
You've got me itching and scratching
At this rash you gave me through
Your weakness your lies your disguise
I sit alone and I wonder
Why I wait here in darkness
Watching for
The glow of your face
To turn from dark into light
Was I still inside of you
When you told me
Not to continue
So why the fuck did you lie
You, you took a piece of this mind
And you build me up just to be let down
And walk around like you don't even give a shit
Why did you lie, Why did you lie
Why did you lie, Why did you lie
I was not to blame
For making you deranged and angry
I’m dead now to your world
And you must suffer worse