Out Of Focus Lyrics

I knew what i wanted and i was fixed on it I was sure of it, i could've been wrong It seems like it's never quite like I thought it'd be The reality, am i where i belong? It's not like they said It feels like most everything's out of focus in my mind I'm trying to make some sense out of what i left behind The difference in who i am and the one want to be It seemed so much easier when there was something to believe A different perspective now and the world i see Is in front of me, and everything's wrong The grass was so much greener when it was next to me Now it's under me, am i where i belong? The world, it only seems to change from where you look Much different than the pictures that they took It's nothing like they said it would be