Featuring m.c.u.d (jared gomez) of (hed)pe
Lyrics written by m.c.u.d (jared gomez)
Music writen by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock
Produced by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock and jim wirt
Engineered by jim wirt
Guitars: mikey doling
Bass: tumor fahnestock
Drums: shannon larkin
Turntables: dj product
Yeah
I gotta get through this shit (strait up)
Momma told me that there'd be days like this (strait up)
You it's easy to forget what my purpose is (strait up)
Just when i feel like everythings cool my drama starts surfacin' (strait up)
And all that drama hard to not let it blind you
So you gotta put that fake shit behind you
Don't let your enemy remind you of that time you fucked up
My boy would have told your to shut the fuck up (strait up)
I see fools laughin' and i wanna cry
I see fools livin' it up, and i wanna die
Shit i feel like i got one foot in the grave already
I feel like jesus is out to get me
Test me, and watch me fail
Uh huh huh huh
But i know it's not to late for me
He told me there's more out there than just hate out there for me
Yeah, i see you on a painted road
And i miss you, i can't see you, but i feel you
Yeah i feel your soul, you know this
No matter what i know you still got my back
Heh i know where you at
I gave everything
I lost everything
I want everything
I lose everything
I hate everything
(strait up)
Huh i know where you at
I can't find you (i can't find you)
I can't find you (i can't see you)
I can't find you (i can't find you)
Why why
Back up, shut up, disappear
What, shut up, wake up, i'm over here, what
Yeah, i woke up and i cursed the day (strait up)
I woke up and i prayed for this pain in my chest to go away
Jesus, he just laughed at me
Said my life was a tradgity and i was lost for all eternity
I was, nigga why are you forsakin' me?
Huh, maybe you breakin' my heart (strait up) aww man
If i could just go back and start over again
Just have one good friend
Shit, i'd take that shit to the top (strait up)
And never stop (strait up)
Bring that shit back again..hahahahaha
Yeah, damn, just one good friend
Huh, i'm over here, come back now, show me how
I don't care any more, i can't, i can't take it
Close to the edge, and i'm breakin' down
Yeah you see me breakin' down
I gave everything
I lost everything
I want everything
I lose everything
I hate everything
Yeah i know where you at
I can't find you (i can't find you)
I can't find you (i can't see you)
I can't find you (i can't find you)
Why why
Everyday another liar
Here comes another thief
Prepair yourself for much more sarrow
Depend on much more grief
Everyday another liar
Here comes another thief
Prepair yourself for much more sarrow
Depend on much more grief
I try (and understand)
I can't find you (i can't find you)
I can't find you (i can't see you)
I can't find you (i can't find you)
Why why
Back up, shut up, disappear
What, shut up, wake up, i'm over here, what
Back up, shut up, disappear
What, shut up, wake up, i'm over here, cause
Wake up, get up, walk away
Wake up, get up, walk away
Wake up, get up, walk away, what
Wake up, get up, walk away, what